Hi, here i am again ventilating things that really bugs me as hell. Twice the pain that was cost to me. Even just for they are only my friends they stab me tot he deepest of my emotion and sanity.
How will you know that a person is really your friend? How would you ever know if they are true to you? how will you ever know if she/he is the kind of friend that will never turn their backs against you? How would you ever know? how would you ever apprehend the things that thought it was the right for you?
Facts about me:
I am the kind of friend that will be there for you always. I am the kind of friend that will truly support you in every way, nether the less if it can’t benefit you. I will will always be a shoulder for you to lean on and cry on. I will be your blanket to protect you. I am a truly sincere to every aspect of my concern. My motif is to make you happy and make you free of harm. I could say harsh to you just to reflect you to the bad things and attitudes that you are and were doing. Things sometime could odd but initially I am always her to to be you friend in all means.
My problem that really bugs me:
I got this friend/classmate, actually she was younger than me. I am 22, she was 17 at that time, but 18 right now. She has this sharp mouth that everyone around her including me are annoyed by her. I confronted their primary group of friends that they have to minimize the way they talk about people, particularly the words that she speaks. I told them in a nice way that they have to control what they are speaking, control minding other people business because who knows what can it turn out. They could stomp on a person who has greater attitude than them. As an older sister in the class I am also looking out for the safety of my younger classmates. And at that time my mom was planning to transfer me to batanggas where i will continue my 2nd year in BS in Nursing. I was like, having this great patience but to my limit it really erupted. I really don’t have anything charisma, light feeling, enjoying days with them. I feel like i am always in this dark cave where i am looking only with rocky wall, no feelings at all, blah. They are this sharp, stiff, rough, and uneven texture that one’s you got contact on them with impact you will hurt yourself. Those people that i have mentioned are the rocky wall. everything about them are same as the rocky wall. That is why i independently choose to transfer to other section. I am glad of what i did. I am now loving my section D. I love my classmates. Everyone is a friend of everyone. There are groupings in my current section but then everyone is friendly unlike section B. Grouped and had their own world. I really don’t know to whom to believed with.
Haaaaa.. at least i am out from section B. I don’t want to deal with then no more. Nor talk to them nor seeing them. I really really hate them.