I was wondering what could i eat for today that will be simple and low budget. As i was browsing in the net ans stumble in this website- Low-Calorie Carrot Dinner Recipes. I found this Latkets and so i decided to make my own version. My very own Carrot and Potatoe Latkets. Each crispy Latkets are just around 80cal. Simple and low in calorie snack.
I love my Latkets with rice. Its my breakfast meal. Better with ketchup. Yum.
Its was a long 4 years since i was not so active in my blogging. I was away due to my studies abroad. knowing that if you are a full-time student in the Philippines, with BS in Nursing major, It was hard to keep up with everything. Yes, you heard me right! I came home to the Philippines to finish my Nursing, and yes, I am now a fresh graduate nurse.
Within the four years of staying abroad, was back track of a lot of stories to tell. I wish I posted it to my blog all the happenings that i had. I experience a lot of drama’s we all can say a worth-fun-drama as to we speak. I met a lot of friends, being reunited with long lost family relatives, I even found my heart “skip to may lo my darling“, and most especially the enemies, kontrabidas, the bitters-sweet perks, and snakes (sorry po, but that just the way you act on and off around me).
I miss the people that really was there for me. I miss the way they say, “Manang LJ” to me. I have been carrying the name “LJ” for the past 4 years. This cuties classmates blessed me with a name, then two first letter of my real name. However, I am not going to spoil that part of the story. I will blog that one in the way ahead.
I had the most blessed and greatful four years blast when i was away.
I hope I can keep my pace in blogging again actively.
And where are my kakulitan? Hope to reunite with them.
Oh yes!. At last I found a theme that i could say “this is the best, yet”. It is simple yet little. I really do not like looking at the regular size pictures. i like it when it is a little bit smaller than the original.
At this point, I am going to stay in this theme. It is really easy to costumize this one. Thanks to http://glamorous-dreams.tumblr.com for making this easy to follow theme. It’s Great!
you know that i love you so much. but im so foolish to accept the fact that you are through of me.. kin, you told me to hold on to you even you pushed me aways. but enough is enough. i really cant stand being hurt like this. all the memories that i had from you, i wish that i cound keep it. but i need to move on and stop this feelings. sorry for all the shit-full things i did.. i need to forget all about you i need to forget you. Dang, you are the most hardest person to forget.. moving on.
Its hard to imagine the 3 years gone by and everything turned out wrong. Yes it hurt. It really hurts. I want to cry so hard. I really need someone to stay by my side. It hurts to feel alone again. I do not mat to see his face again, I do not want to hear his voice again. With a million of break up he did to me, i became heartless person. I cannot laugh easily. I don’t even know who I am today. I beg of him not to come back to ease this pain. Its really hard, I know its really hard. However I also know that by doing this, I will be what I used to be. I need to regain myself again. I need to stand strong. even though i am so weak inside. I want to give up, but my mom’s been telling me i am her only hope. so now I need to stay firm form myself, and for my mom.
who would not want love that can give you all.
it is the midst of what you are.
it had the worse and the worst part.
may the lord shine down on me.
I so tired and sick of all of them. Granting they are new for me but i still feel unfitted in this situation. Where i am is not i want to be. It is so frustrating to be in this situation which i had chosen. I really don’t like to be here any more. I just want to be HOME. My sister is right. I will be stuck and could not express the real me because i have to assimilate on everybody. The attitudes are so unreal. The traits are so lousy. The doings are so pathetic. Lazy, slow, immature, worthless happy-go-luck people— and i hate it. they just blab on everything with out thinking of anything. Hopping here and there. running here and there, chit chat here and there. and I am so fed up with it. I just can not take it anymore. Frustration, indecency, won’t just find me. I am all hands up. To him to her to anyone. It annoys me to the extent that it make me fell on the worse part of me. I am shattered and tearing apart. I do not even know myself. I became less and less like me. I am an honored person at the young age but now, i am so worthless. I am a self reliant person but now, I am all out of it. i could take all my resource all together but now, i am so stuck up. I transcend to something more that bring out the real me but now i am stationary in where i am now. I am hoping that i could be what i use to be and be what i just wish myself to be. and grow to my own means without frustrations and regrets. they will not just say “hey! come and join us”, but i most likely want to say “hey! come and join me”. I want to be the factor of all. I have different point of view into my life. I am raised in the different culture. I am more that this than that. I am more to myself jurisdiction that to general jurisdiction. I want to be me. and i hate them for making me NOT ME.
see us? we are the best buds. people most of the time misunderstand us but hell with them. As long as we are know that we don’t do anything against morality. he is a butch i am a girl. so what?. why can’t i be befriend with her? i accept her of who she is, what she is and what she is not. I will always be there for her like she’d been there for me.. she is my best friend in this generation. of course i have other best friend and they will also remain my best friends. I love this kid, he became my instant sister/ brother. my 2 in one sibling.. lol. and my special one..
“Im a little bit worried not for him but for ME.”
Lovers that never been not together exceeding 3 days.
Time flies by and it is the time that they are going to separate. If you were the leading character in the story would you ever let yourself be away from him for a week for 4 months?
If i were in the leading role, I can not bare leaving or not seeing my love one even for just a day how much more a week?
hmmm think think think…
I could, come by and visit him just to see his face or him see my face.
I could just be with him on the mobile phone every now and then so that he will not miss me.
But on the contrary, if i will be that obsesses towards him he will think that i am chocking him or grabbing his freedom. Will i be just let it be and just wait for him? but you know what I could be the worst, if it really hurts not to be with you for that whole week I really don’t know what kind of person I would turn out to be. I want to forget him for only that days but i am so afraid that i will adapt that act till i will be independent again and just ignore him..