Just A Little Pieces of Me

It’s a huge 360 revolution fro my life right now that I am almost there towards my profession.

Everything that I need to get my NCLEX is already on its’ half way. I am done with my CGFNS requirements. The CGFNS already submitted my documents the the New York State of Education, and I’d checked, they already had it. Now the battle of none stop review and classes to attend starts today. 

I am currently filing an application to the NY State of Education, Board of Nursing for the schedule of my exam. But before hand, I need to take 2 classes for them to proceed my application. One is Identifying and Reporting Child Abuse and Maltreating, and the second one is Infection Control. Granting, I also need to pass those class and it’s exams. Soon to that, I need to notify the NY board of Nursing that I took the classes and exam, then they will give me my schedule for my NCLEX. 

I am hoping that I won’t wait that much longer, because I badly wanted to be a NURSE. 

I want to work as a PROFESSIONAL US-RN. 


Loving someone is like risking everything you have. And with mine, I am perfectly in the peek of my cloud nine.

It is a blessing knowing you have someone who’d been there for you since the day one. Never a day he let the time pass by without making me feel that we are in a totally separate continent and especially geographically opposite.

I am a happy girl. I am a very happy girlfriend. I am happy to have him. And especially, I am happy and thankful knowing I was the girl he’d been wanting to be his girlfriend 12 years ago. It didn’t came across my mind that those “kulitan”, and bothering he’d been doing are one of his ways to grab my attention and an excuse to talk to me. Not to mention I was a Cadet Lieutenant in high-school and I even penalized him for being late or sooooo “kulit”. I guess the right time has came for him to be a mature person, and stand manly enough and responsible with his gestures now. Now its awkward for him to call me as a “manang” (older sister) because  he is now taller than me and has a good witted mind. He doesn’t look like the boy I used to know. He is manly grown up. 

Boo. Thank you for not being a complicated person, nor a hard headed one. Thank you for being the boyfriend, I could never imagine I could still have. And most especially, thank you for accepting me and for standing out for me especially the questionable ones. 

I know time will come, we will have problems and obstacles to face. But for now, I’m savoring the moment being with you, langga. You may be afar from me to feel your love and care but you are the most awesome boyfriend I ever have.  

Happy 3rd Monthsary, Boo



Panda Boo Boo, JBZ

It’s been on and off this recently that things just happen and you dont know how to explain it to yourself.

Have you experienced the feeling like you’re so empty, don’t know what to do, and can’t think of anything of why you feel that way. It’s like your heart is suffocated and wanted to breakout but you tried to figure out from what reason.

You tried to breath heavily to console yourself and to maintain self intact. You forced yourself to do something for diversion. Hence, you wanted to cry it out but there is no single tear to cry.

I don’t know if this is ambivalence or just feeling of being bored.
Maybe I missed someone. Maybe I had an unfinished business than needs to be talked to. Maybe I need to get a life. Maybe I just have to be more open to myself because deep inside I want to get mad. However, I don’t want to be affected on things around me.

Good vibes, please.
If crying can help to ease this feelings.
Then cry.
Eyes, please cry already.
It hurts. It really hurts.
Let those lacrimal gland squeeze some tears.
Let them flow without any hesitation.
Unhindered what is hindering.
Help Ms. Heart breath smoothly.
Let Ms. Heart beat rhythmically.
Lub-dub-lub-dub in a 60-120 beats per minute.

Excuses, excuses “GMF”. I think you misunderstood the mechanism of the term block and unblock, and it’s action why it was done. And why I had blocked and unblocked you. Let’s go back to english 101.

Blocked– to make sure not to see the bwisits that cause tremendous pain in your life, so you could move on easily. In short, palayo sa gamu.
Unblocked– to make sure they will see how happy you’ve been after the pain they caused you. In short, bugal ko ang ginhimo nimo, kay subong malipayon na ako! Credits for you girl.

I unblocked you due to realization. I couldn’t have thank you enough for making me put effortless steps in moving forward. Your confession about everything, about you and my ex was my ticket to my liberty. I wasn’t stalking you, GMF. I think it’s the other way around. Why would you post in your FB wall about me blocking and unblocking you, like I am your loyal fan. How would you know if I’d blocked and unblocked you if you didn’t checked up on me. Sorry to fail you, your friends list is packed with my “close friends”. Even if I do not want to hear any of your updates, but with my friends concerns, they told me how insecure you are about me. Have you forgotten, we were at the same class section before, and I’d change class to avoid you because I am so afraid what I could have done with you, not that I’ve change class because I’m afraid of you. Puffff! You must’ve a hydrocephalus, with meningitis and legit paranoia/delusional. Everyone knows who and what you are, already. I don’t need to use my body to beg for love and affection. So, I don’t need to stalk you. You are not worth stalking for, girl. I am more interested with my own life than yours.

And haven’t i told you, my Ex is all yours. You guys are just a part of my previews life chapter. So don’t butt in yourself to my present one, you may get hemorrhoids if you push yourself harder.


Your means of insecurities ever since… 

5:00am in the morning i received a text from my boyfriend to check out this site, oakleyonlineshop. He wanted to verify with me if the site is not a bogus, and if they are selling an authentic eyewear. Guess what, they are authentic! And as soon as i saw the sale price, I automatically browsed the products and picked what i want.
The original price was $289.69 and came down to only $28.88. It is about 90% discount! Who wouldn’t buy such a discounted authentic merchandize? So here are the ones i purchased.




There are a lot of designs to choose from. Go and check it out before the end of this day. It’s a one day sale only. Free shipping will be granted to those who bought $99 or more price purchased. If not, you will be charge $20 for the shipping and handling, in addition.
What are you guys waiting for. Grab your own OAKLEY.

Icy Jan


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