Green Perspective 

Inspired with the mermaid from Snapchat. Green, blue aqua marine. For the hair I had it color with green colored chalk.

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New Hair for New Year

Happy new year everyone. I know I haven’t post that much last year. For the new year this is my first post for the year 2016.

My revolution hair color experienced. Continue reading New Hair for New Year

Starting Point Towards My Profession Life

It’s a huge 360 revolution for my life right now that I am almost there towards my profession.

Everything that I need to get my NCLEX is already on its’ half way. I am done with my CGFNS requirements. The CGFNS already submitted my documents the New York State of Education, and I’d checked, they already had it. Now the battle of none stop review and classes to attend starts today.

I am currently filing an application to the NY State of Education, Board of Nursing for the schedule of my exam. But before hand, I need to take 2 classes for them to proceed my application. One is Identifying and Reporting Child Abuse and Maltreating, and the second one is Infection Control. Granting, I also need to pass those class and its exams. Soon to that, I need to notify the NY board of Nursing that I took the classes and exam, then they will give me my schedule for my NCLEX.

I am hoping that I won’t wait that much longer because I badly wanted to be a NURSE.

I want to work as a PROFESSIONAL US-RN.

Thank You BOO ~boyfriend Panda

Loving someone is like risking everything you have. And with mine, I am perfectly in the peek of my cloud nine.

It is a blessing knowing you have someone who’d been there for you since the day one. Never a day he let the time pass by without making me feel that we are in a totally separate continent and especially geographically opposite.

I am a happy girl. I am a very happy girlfriend. I am happy to have him. And especially, I am happy and thankful knowing I was the girl he’d been wanting to be his girlfriend 12 years ago. It didn’t come across my mind that those “kulitan”, and bothering he’d been doing are one of his ways to grab my attention and an excuse to talk to me. Not to mention I was a Cadet Lieutenant in high-school and I even penalized him for being late or sooooo “kulit”. I guess the right time has come for him to be a mature person, and stand manly enough and responsible with his gestures now. Now it’s awkward for him to call me as a “manang” (older sister) because he is now taller than me and has a good witted mind. He doesn’t look like the boy I used to know. He is mainly grown up.

Boo. Thank you for not being a complicated person, nor a hard headed one. Thank you for being the boyfriend, I could never imagine I could still have. And most especially, thank you for accepting me and for standing out for me especially the questionable ones.

I know time will come, we will have problems and obstacles to face. But for now, I’m savoring the moment being with you, langga. You may be far from me to feel your love and care but you are the most awesome boyfriend I ever have.

Happy 3rd Monthsary, Boo

I love you PANDA, MY ONLY PANDA BOO

JBZ
Panda Boo Boo, JBZ

“Lub-dub-lub-dub” Say’s My Heart

It’s been on and off this recently that things just happen and you don’t know how to explain it to yourself.

Have you experienced the feeling like you’re so empty, don’t know what to do, and can’t think of anything of why you feel that way. It’s like your heart is suffocated and wanted to break out but you tried to figure out for what reason.

You tried to breathe heavily to console yourself and to maintain self-intact. You forced yourself to do something for diversion. Hence, you wanted to cry it out but there is no single tear to cry.

I don’t know if this is ambivalence or just feeling of being bored.
Maybe I missed someone. Maybe I had an unfinished business that needs to be talked to. Maybe I need to get a life. Maybe I just have to be more open to myself because deep inside I want to get mad. However, I don’t want to be affected by things around me.

Good vibes, please.
If crying can help to ease this feeling.
Then cry.
Eyes, please cry already.
It hurts. It really hurts.
Let those lacrimal gland squeeze some tears.
Let them flow without any hesitation.
Unhindered what is hindering.
Help Ms. Heart breath smoothly.
Let Ms. Heart beat rhythmically.
Lub-dub-lub-dub in a 60-120 beats per minute.

Sister wants some

Made my very own version of california roll for my craving sister.  

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Just sweet rice, avocado, cucumber, carrots and cooked shrimps on a steamed sea weed for sushi. 

Happy dale. All for herself.

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It’s The Other Way Around

Excuses, excuses. I think you misunderstood the mechanism of the term block and unblock, and it’s action and why it was done. Especially, why would I have blocked and unblocked you? Let’s go back to english 101.

Blocked– to make sure not to see the bwisits that cause tremendous pain in your life, so you could move on easily. In short, palayo sa gamu.
Unblocked– to make sure they will see how happy you’ve been after the pain they caused you. In short, bugal ko ang ginhimo nimo, kay subong malipayon na ako! Credits for you.

I unblocked you due to realization. I couldn’t have thank you enough for making me put effortless steps in moving forward. Your confession about everything, about you and my ex was my ticket to my liberty. I wasn’t stalking you. I think it’s the other way around. Why would you post in your FB wall about me blocking and unblocking you, like I am your loyal fan. How would you know if I’d blocked and unblocked you if you didn’t checked up on me. Sorry to fail you, your friends list is packed with my “close friends”. Even if I do not want to hear any of your updates, but with my friends concerns, they told me how insecure you are about me. Have you forgotten, we were at the same class section before, and I’d change class to avoid you because I am so afraid what I could have done to you, not that I’ve change class because I’m afraid of you. Puffff! You must’ve a hydrocephalus, with meningitis and legit paranoia/delusional. Everyone knows who and what you are, already. I don’t need to use my body to beg for love and affection. Hence, I don’t need to stalk you. You are not worth stalking for. I am more interested with my own life than yours.

Haven’t I told you, my Ex is all yours. You guys are just a part of my previews life chapter. So don’t butt yourself into my present one, you may get hemorrhoids if you push yourself harder.

Xoxo,
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