Congratulations, Beh…

I am surely crazy.. i freakin’ miss my best-friend. she is my twin, my sister, my enemy, my dearest girl friend. she is my baby puchi, and i miss the times that i am with her. we both are crazy, like chicken with no heads if we have fun.

Last night, i called her on her hand phone. It was afternoon in Philippines, she has work that time and she still wanted me to bother her. all i heard from her was giggling and laughing even at the front of her class. She even let me speak to one of her Korean student, which i don’t know what he is talking about. Me and her are inseparable. Our minds runs the same thing, even with different structure but the function is still same, asinine.

There are ups and downs in our relationship but other than that we are cool. In short, me and Angelique are normal, if not we will be stone with no emotion. However, i am happy for her and I’m proud that she is now a graduate in BS Nursing, and i cant wait for her to come here in America. I hope that if she will have a chance to work here, she would be destine in New York, with me. So that we will be together like before. hang outs, malling, camping, road trips, name it and we are down for it. “just clean fun though, no hocus pocus”.

the best bestfriends i ever had.

CONGRATULATOIN GRATUATE ’08!

bestfriend, Louiella Angelique Infante, my ever dearest baby puchi angel, i love you too death… i will always be your bestfriend. congrats and I’m waiting for you here…

“taposa na imo nga board exam kag apas na di sa akon. LAYAW ta YA!”

BestFriends

Best friend if you call me,

Always there for you when you need me

Always lending my shoulders when you are sad

And will always make your day merry.

A friend to whom you share secrets with

And who can keep your secrets.

Tickles you and makes funny jokes,

And share fun stuff together.

The friend that really tells the truth

But sometimes it happens not to be serious,

Yet it is really intended to let you know

Coz I don’t want to let anyone laugh at you.

We’ve known each other for long tender years.

I had seen you cried, be in loved, and happy.

Hope you will always remember what I said;

“I’m a friend who’s willing to help and support you…

No matter what happen I will be always here for you…”

A friend who you can relay on

A close pal who will stay by your side

A friend who will love you always

So, thank you so much for being a friend of mine.

My Apology

I’m sorry po sa mga readers ko. It looks like my recent post are all about love and depression. As you all notice I’m so lonely. I’m back being single again. “Yes that’s right! I don’t have boyfriend, we cut our bounds from each other and its final”.

“Wala na pong taong aaligid aligid sa akin and mag tatanong kung ano na nang yari sa buhay ko kapag wala sila. isa pa wala na ring taong mag-seselos sa pakikipag usap ko sa mga kaibigan ko with opposite sex.”

Well its not really an intention to break up with him. We just let our destiny plan for what it has for the both of us. It is so hard being in a long distance relationship. I think not coping up with the responsibility is the major thing that makes all things worse. I don’t want him to be feel like I’m choking him. I want him naman to be happy. I’m not a selfish person, why will i let myself put on ease knowing that in everything I’m doing hurts him so bad.I would have been a bad person if that will happen. At times nga, I’am having a conversation with myself. But don’t make me wrong. Hindi pa po ako loka-loka. Ay! My bad, hindi pala ako loka-loka. I’m just making myself clear. Maybe you may think that a have a plans to become retarded. Hindi po ha! straight po yong pag-iisip ko.

Even-though things ends up like this, I’m so happy because I was able to love somebody, unconditionally. Even until now I still love him but kailangan nang mag move on, mag bago ng buhay.

“Pag-dating ng umaga may liwanang na kay ganda”, naks naman. Ayoko na ang korny ko na! hehehe!.

And for my sister who always checking up my entries, I’m sorry for making you depress. I know boring na entries ko. But thanks for informing me, though. You are also my reader and my critic.

Sige po sa uulitin, I’ll post some interesting non-sense entries. Thanks for reading and hope you enjoy my non-sense post .

Dale’s Pic

I was exploring, looking for what to do, bordness came up to me. I came up into a concept of posting some pictures that i took. I was wondering if i could do a portfolio of memories from last month. This picture was taken when we went to a beach not far from our house. i was absest in tking candid picture where I made my sister as my model. hehehehe… yeha i know most of the picture in my file are my sister’s picture, few are mines.

I know that ky sister had a good time when i took this photo’s. At first it wasn’t my intention to get this cool images but i did.

©LimeGemini™

Sweetest Mistake

First time in your life you have experience that you are deeply in love. Knowing that he cannot take you for granted because he feels the same way too. You almost give everything to him and trust him with all your life. You put him first in each commotion you are dealing with even though it interferes with you and some acquaintances in your life. You never been so selfish, so unsure, and unrealistic in every approach you have given to him. You set everything to be a good friend and somewhat a partner whom you can call your love. It was a freely experience that having him gives you joy in a simple way. Could not believe that what you never expected will come in its way.

It was all a sudden mistakenly believed that he was yours and him thinking he has no chance to be with you. For the whole time both accepts love from each other. However, that love is not a love that you can brag about. It is the love, which is pure and was out to its fullness yet cannot be screamed. Only the two of you knows the real deal of your affection. Friends in which you have a good relation have an idea what you both are heading.

All night you felt you are full of care, love, cherish and certain. Baring the fruit of affection in your heart with no doubts and burden upon to those who are around you. Each sleepless night came to its real goal- full hearted and serenity that is liable to make its post, and the assurance for the time that you have waited for.

Days passed and time gone so quickly. The sanctuary that you have before was now an unsure of. All things had altered from small to the greatest, from friendship to love, from ice to fire. The standpoint of life that we are exchange with will never intends us to use its course. Many will say that love is love and can be changed. But what I feel is what put pain inside of me. Of all happiness I felt then was all pain I was long-suffering at this moment. I can barely imagine that this will fall out into my false proclamation. I am in love. The more I am into it; the more ripping builds in my heart. Painful mischief and reluctant happiness is building into my entity.

Yeah I love you for who you are. I love you for what you have. I love you because you are my strength. I love you because you build something inside of me which that makes me a real me. I love you not for what people say. I love you I love you. I really just love you and that what I know for sure. God can heal a broken heart, but He has to have all the pieces.”

“The Lord is near the broken-hearted; he is the saviour of those whose spirits are crushed down-Psalm 34:18″

Interest

Lift me up onto the arms of death..
Carry me on the hands of darkness..
Surrender my pain and mischievies
through the imperfect will..
Drawn me carfully back into my scandalmongering sweetness ill..

i kept my emotions in pages
loud and out spoken in silence
no one ever understands me
just my subconsciouse knows me well& finally, I love my insanity

©LimeGemini™

Things to remember..

by diana lopez.

thanks for her in putting the important dates that i missed and spent when im in my highschool years in Followship Baptist College.

Day Month Year Event

3 June 2002 New Student: Ice

13 August 2002 4 bye 3

21 December 2002 Christmas Party (sophamore)

14 Febuary 2003 J.S. Prom (sophamore)

6 June 2003 Bye, Diana and Ice’s Birthday

7 June 2003 Jing2, Bem2x, Aaron party!

29 August 2003 Mae’s Birthday

31 August 2003 Bea’s Birthday

2 September 2003 Ample: RG’s Birthday

10 September 2003 Ample: Diana’s Birthday

4 November 2003 Bem2x Birthday

21 November 2003 Jing2x Birthday

16 December 2003 Ice went to USA (2nd time around)

12 January 2004 Ice is back at home

18 January 2004 Sinulog Festival 2004

26-30 January 2004 Founders Day

30 January 2004 Ice: Kundiman (cultural)

Jing2x: Folkdance (cultural)

“Diana always reminds me this days.. this are the exact dates and events that she had written in my dedication note. and she always telling me that she is my fist seatmate in the 1st day of class in my sophamore years.”